yesterday i skated in shortsleeves out of doors.

today,

it's goddamn SNOWING. so, i don't know what to think.

so here's the face i've been making all day...

or something resembling that...

i've been working on this mixtape for someone for like forever. it seems my neurosis knows no bounds... i have to make stupid segues, songs can't just come out of nowhere... other ones have to set them up, making sure there is even continuity and balance. i listen to it as i make it and sometimes have to rework it and fade things and add songs between others in order to maintain the delicate sense of homeostasis i believe a mixtape should exhibit.

i have no idea what this is all about, i think i am spiraling steadily into the creeping depths of hopeless insanity.

and now i'm starting to be less and less quiet about it.

save me.