i am in new hampshire, and found out that a friend has a computer in his cottage. some people just can't stay away from technology, i don't even have a phone in mine. so of course i couldn't resist the temptation to let the people know with whom i have a regular discourse that i am not in fact dead, although that never feels far off.

tomorrow i will attempt a helside blind 180 on my special little wakeboard. this could be what kils me.