^ (n a v i g a t e) ^
12:12 a.m., 2001-10-16
going through life as a passerby. this is how i both do and do not want to live. i hate myself for the way i am and yet i want to live by proxy, as if the world is my government. i wish to elect a representative to live and carry out life's daily toils for me. i can watch and gain knowledge and provide information as needed on how my life is to be conducted. i could hardly be bothered by life these days. i want to be a bystander. forever. this is me giving up control. i am no longer responsible for anything that happens. you'll have to talk to my people from here on out.
