^ (n a v i g a t e) ^
6:05 p.m., 2004-06-02
and the days and days no longer drag and drone, they slip past at unknowable speeds in blurred flashes that melt and drip together in a pile. i grasp and try to pull and hold them like reins, but they slide away like skin over bones and i can never catch up. my eyes flutter and itch from the speed with which days pass. sleepless nights are spent trying to recapture and react to something.anything.
any one identifiable solitary event, but fatigue slowly tightens my limbs and its grip around my faculties.
thinking becomes labored as i become starved on a cellular level.
mitochondria are deprived of adenosine triphosphate.
the struggle occurs and is amplified and accelerates everything outside itself and the days slip past a helpless onlooker, too paralyzed with unexplainable stagnation to hinder the progress of another lost and wasted day.
