12:22 a.m., 2002-07-26
as you may have noticed, i'm not forcing it anymore.the writing i mean.
i stopped bringing my notepad to work with me because it was making a bulge in my pants (that isn't usually there) and becoming unwieldy on days like today when i am climbing like a monkey assembling and disassembling staging atop a windy atlantic ocean bluff. the less i am encumbered the better.
so as a result i have not been sleeping and have been a zombie.
i guess i'll bring it tomorrow and see what happens.
my life really is as uninteresting as this diary, and i'm thinking i might go on a hiatus.
indefinitely?