6:34 p.m., 2002-04-05
i am exhausted inside and out. how long can i keep up this blistering world-record pace?!super fucking human i am.
i am in a 'mood' and no one's around.
tonight i go to a birthday party for a close friend and repeat over and over these two phrases; 'i see drunk people' and 'can't stop the cock' (i hereby give james permission to run this bold and intriguing statement into the ground)
life is two things: hopeless. meaningless.
later i will see this, what i just typed here, and get angry with myself for allowing myself to be two things: redundant and stupid-sounding.
but right now i refuse to care.
but right now i refuse to care.
so enjoy this while you can. i am.