^ (n a v i g a t e) ^
2:22 p.m., 2001-12-13
it's hard to try to face the fact that i am beginning to see what i may have been missing. but this, as soon as it is becoming evident, is ceasing to be the issue. the issue is dealing with it and how to do so...sometimes i feel like i am being unfair to myself. this is so hard for me to put down here, but it's my only solace.
i need to find someone with whom i can talk about you, but you are the only one i can talk to.
trapped.
for once i really don't know what to do.
or where to turn.
