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8:14 p.m., 2004-03-03
ever have one of those days where you feel you have nothing to offer anything or anyone? like you're wasting your time living? and not in a stupid and melodramatic way, just in a way that is real and pervasive and you don't even want to admit it.my year thus far has been leaning that way and i've been avoiding really dealing with it and it's caught up with me.
i don't really know how to explain it all and i don't think i want to. i'll spare the melodrama. i've just failed, and i'm unsure of what will happen. it's not that i've ceased to care, i care a lot. there's just no more i can do right now.
i think i'm finished. thanks.
