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12:50am, 2001-02-28
i can't even begin to imagine the desolation in caesar's eyes as his life drained away, spilling and rolling in rivulets into that which will forever be feared and unknown. betrayed by those who he held most dear.utter abandonment.
dying while believing that trust is a lie. a joke.
instinct told him to gasp for air, grasp for life, but will dictated otherwise. no longer was there a reason not to give up.
so give up he did.
sometimes i can imagine exactly how it must have felt.
